Naalala ko noong bata ako, siguro mga High school ako. My friends and I used to have our standards in boys. I mean, lahat naman nag seset nito. Lalaking GWAPO, MAYAMAN, MABAIT, GOD-Fearing. In short Mr. Perfect. Until I met someone who changed my life. Parang when my friends and I talked about our standards, we laughed at each other na lang kasi when love comes, wala ng standards e. Ika nga sa kanta, 'Kapag tumibok ang puso, wala ka ng magagawa kung hindi sundin ito" But I think forever will never be a word for us. From that time, I cried, laughed, learned, and try to move on. Until I became the same old me again.
Now this second year college life went by and being new to my block (section) I never thought that we will end up being close to each other to a point that I will be so close to them.
Then I met someone and became friends. A boy. Not as good looking as Piolo Pascual or Daniel Padilla. Not as tall as Xian Lim. Not as brainy as Einstein. But has a very good heart and very unique traits.
He is just an ordinary boy. At first nagkakatext lang or even chat on FB but it was very seldom until it came to a point na naging textmate na kame everyday. Eventually became a very good friends. Never kong naimagine na magiging ganto kame. I open up everything to him. Eh, at that point sunud-sunod ung problema na dumating sa buhay ko. but still he listened and comforted me. Na kahit na iyak lang ako ng iyak na di niya alam kung bakit, andyan pa rin siya for me. Kaya nung he asked me for a favor na turuan siya sa isang subject, I never hesitate na turuan siya. Compare to the other, He is very determine in studying. Di man siya kasing talino ng iba, pero he is still studying hard....
Tapos, noong nagkita kame ng HS friends ko napag usapan na naman ang ganyang bagay. And when my turn came, edi nagkuwento ako. That I met a boy who makes me feel so special. And they told me," Ang swerte mo naman girl!". Not to mention, he is super mayaman din LOL. kidding.
I am very lucky to have him in my life now. Doing special things for me that no one has never done before. Going out of his comfort zone just for me. Singing songs to let me sleep. Texting and calling me just to make sure I am home safely. Giving pasalubong wherever he go. Life that I never imagined it would be easy and fast as now. Still praying to God if he is na. I don't want to hurt person and myself again. I don't want to rush things because I believe everything happens in God's perfect time.
And I am talking to him right now :"> 11:44 pm.
Honestly, I don't know if it is love already. Maybe, I just want to take it slow.
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