I just want to write this

I don't usually compare past to present. But sometimes, I can't help it. I always ask myself "What If" or "How do I end up like this?". Questions that can't do anything. I mean, things happened na already, what should I do, take blame someone? Regret everything? As if naman it  can do any good. PAST is PAST. It happened already. What I have do to is to learn from it and never do it again. But I guess matigas talaga ulo ko. I never learn from my mistakes. I don't know. I guess I really need to learn it the hard way in order for me to realize my wrongdoings etc.


I don't blame other people. Because I believe that I made that choice. A choice that may lead to the left or to the right. I don't even know why I am writing this things. I guess all the problems piled up and I don't know what to do next or how to solve them. It makes me cry. Yeah, people know I am strong but honestly, I am a crying baby. Not  all people know that. I guess it is very tiring to be strong and sometimes I just want to be weak  and cry it all. Hahaha, I am being too madrama here. Let it be. Just this once.


I just want a simple life. A happy family. A high grades. Good and happy friends. A good relationship to God. Simple yet hard to achieve. I need to exert a lot of time and efforts.

I just want to enjoy life. Want to finish my degree. Make my parents happy. Have a good work. Travel the world.

I guess all I need is to burst it out. That's all.


#nonsensepost #random #mymindisweird


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