Nakanaks :)

Since the time I have given my laptop 'winter'

 I can't help but be vain. :))

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Nothing is Impossible

I am just so happy today that I can't stop from sharing it (not to be arrogant, but I'm just proud of myself)

I studied last night. I really wanted to pass this Mock Exam in order to have a free voucher of the IBM examination (because it costs $300). I was very very tensed when the morning came. Up to the point that I cried (Yes, I cried) the only thing that I do was to sing "Nothing is Impossible" When my exam came, I was very very nervous. When one of my classmates was done after I think 20 minutes. He clapped telling/showing that he passed, then another then another. I don't wanna submit my exam right away because I am afraid that I will be the one breaking it. (We need to have 80% score in order to have a free voucher of IBM) When my classmate in front of me said that he got 59/60, the nervousness inside my body increased. And when  I finally decided to save and submit it. I cried because the first score I saw was 38. And then after a blink I saw 58. And then my prof announced it to the class. And it was confirmed.

I am very happy. That I emailed my dad immediately and hug everyone I saw.

throughly, Prayers can move mountains and Nothing is Impossible.

I never imagine that I will have a score that as high as that, all I pray to God is to pass it and be able to avail the free voucher. But God is really great. And now, I am nervous because the ACTUAL exam will be on October 9, 2013. 

Thank you friends for all the prayers. It helps. Very helpful. And ofcourse, to my family and to my Father God.

Now I am inspired more and determined to study hard.

Good night and God bless

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Someone will thank you for letting me go.

Happy Birthday Kim :)

Celebrated Kim's 18th Birthday 

Fun Night.

With the birthday girl. Lab yoooo 

Awesome night :)

(c) martin's photos

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With my reading glasses :)

LIFE is UNFAIR

Selfie :))

Dear dad

I miss you.

Sorry for doing that to you.

You should be in the house

Drinking coffee every morning

Watching NBA and UAAP games with me

Promise to do this all for the glory of Him

and for you :)

I love you dad and miss you so much 

3253.45 

:)

Random pictures with the people I love the most :)

There you were

When I thought I was worthless

When I thought I was useless

When I thought I was alone 

There you were trying to prove me wrong

The time I cried a lot

The time that world seems to hate me

The time that world seems to give me problems

There you were listening to me

Loving me

Giving your all

Sacrificing just to make sure I am happy and safe.

This was all before

But I guess 

Every beginning has its own ending

Ending with a new beginning again

I pray that we will be okay sooner

The hurt we feel right now will be gone

For I know that everything happen for a reason

Nothing is Impossible

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible
Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible
I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything
I believe, I believe
I believe, I believe in you

Blessed

I was tap to be the camp head this coming sembreak. And I was very honor to do that. Pero that time, problems never leave my life. Low grades, Love life, etc. I really wanna do that. Since summer palang, nagpplan nako kung pano ung camp ko if ever I will be given a chance to do so.

Pero hindi ko alam kung pano ko maglelead ng camp. Kaya in short, napagdesisyunan ko na wag ng tanggapin. Ayoko mang gawin yun pero ung takot, ung kaba, ung problema.

Ngayon, may napanood ako na video. it is about our duty to God. God has given us duty. We should be obedient. Loyal. Faithful to Him. And now I feel na hindi ako naging faithful sa kanya.

And then, the song "Nothing is impossible" was played. And I was like crying now because all the answers to my previous rants about my life was answered. Maybe it's too late now. too late to get that position again. too late to lead youths towards God's community. But still blessed that finally, the questions I've been asking Him was finally answered.

A lot of problems will hit our lives. But just be obedient, loyal and faithful to Him. Then everything follows.

"Be not afraid. I have made you. I have called you. You are mine. You are precious to me and I love you. "

Siguro nga huli na. Huli na kasi may bago ng napili, malungkot ako pero siguro may plano ang Diyos. Better than my plans. :)