I was tap to be the camp head this coming sembreak. And I was very honor to do that. Pero that time, problems never leave my life. Low grades, Love life, etc. I really wanna do that. Since summer palang, nagpplan nako kung pano ung camp ko if ever I will be given a chance to do so.
Pero hindi ko alam kung pano ko maglelead ng camp. Kaya in short, napagdesisyunan ko na wag ng tanggapin. Ayoko mang gawin yun pero ung takot, ung kaba, ung problema.
Ngayon, may napanood ako na video. it is about our duty to God. God has given us duty. We should be obedient. Loyal. Faithful to Him. And now I feel na hindi ako naging faithful sa kanya.
And then, the song "Nothing is impossible" was played. And I was like crying now because all the answers to my previous rants about my life was answered. Maybe it's too late now. too late to get that position again. too late to lead youths towards God's community. But still blessed that finally, the questions I've been asking Him was finally answered.
A lot of problems will hit our lives. But just be obedient, loyal and faithful to Him. Then everything follows.
"Be not afraid. I have made you. I have called you. You are mine. You are precious to me and I love you. "
Siguro nga huli na. Huli na kasi may bago ng napili, malungkot ako pero siguro may plano ang Diyos. Better than my plans. :)
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