why?

I've been here for five years. Five years full of learnings, experiences, adventures, new faces,  happiness, hope and love.

Now, I was called to be a leader. But why is it that I'm feeling like everything is not all about service anymore nor passion to serve? All I feel is that I just need to do my obligation and responsibility. I just need to do that and this. I don't know.  It feels like I am working. Not serving.

Sad to say, but this is how i feel. Every single morning i need to do this and that.
Don't get me wrong. I know I said YES and i know that I need to do this.
But way back, whenever I do this, even if I am very tired, had a bad day pag ito ang pinag usapan, na eenergize ako, naeexcite ako. Feel ko hindi ako napapagod. Pero bakit ngayon?


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