Depression

Lately, I've been thinking about my sense of humor.

Naiisip ko na siguro HINDI PWEDE kasi wala kong sense of humor e.
Kagagawan ito ni kuya e.
Pero naiisip ko naman napapatawa ko naman iyong ibang tao ah.
Magsalita nga lang ako or what natatawa na sila.
Or pwede ring tumatawa lang sila kasi friend ko sila pero lalong masakit kapag ganun ang inisip


Pero kapag ikaw na, naffeel ko na wala akong sense of humor.
Na parang wala ako compare sayo.

Nadedepress ako everytime na naiisip ko un.
Lalo na nung sinabi mo ung mga katagang iyon sa ken.

Feel ko pa wala akong kwenta.
And don't get me wrong or put any meaning for this.
Minsan lang masakit na icompare ung sarili mo sa ibang tao na alam mo naman na ahead sayo
Kaya buti na lang ginagawa ko iyon bilang inspiration para mag aral ako mabuti at papatunayan ko iyon sayo :)


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nosenseofhumor

Masaya ako pero may malulungkot.
So di bale na lang bang malungkot ako para masaya iyong iba?
O basta masaya ako?

Gusto ko pumunta sa isang bundok at sumigaw lang.
Kelan kaya mangyayari yon?

drama moments

Ang dameng nangyari sa buhay ko sa lumipas na linggo

May surprise, may big revelation, may nakakahiya, may mababa na grade, may good news.

As in. Sa bilis ng paglipas ng araw, di ko na namalayan ang mga bagay bagay.

Ganun talaga siguro, mabilis lumipas ang panahon lalo na kung ikaw ay masaya.

Di mo namamalayan na ang oras ay tapos na pala.

May mga taong umalis na, either iniwan mo o iniwan ka

Pero may mga taong darating sayo,

Na tutulungan kang kalimutan ang nakaraan at papasayahin ka.

Sana ang kasiyahan ay pang habang buhay

Pero hindi siguro, kasi lahat ng bagay ay panandalian laman.

Hiram lang.

Happy 19th Birthday

Celebrated my last day of being 18 @ Shakey's last December 1.

 Celebrated my 19th Birthday with my college friends @ Shakey's

Errol suprised me at the Lover's Lane as the UST Christmas Lights were open.

I ended my day super duper happy and feeling blessed because of these people.
Then today, dec4. My other college friends surprised me.

Here are all the gifts I received from them :">

Flowers from Errol

Cake from Theo, Mel, Russell, Jed, Joshua

Crossword Shirt from Jayzon

Cotton On Dress from Kim and Yankee

Chocolates from Yankee

Swap Watch and Nutella & Go from Errol

My watch SWAP from E.

Chocolate from Singapore from Martin TLC

Banner made by Errol

 So blessed to have a lot of sweet friends around me. Thank you for all the gifts.
Thank you to Jackie and Mikee for the cake. Didn't had the chance to take a photo. :)

I never imagined that my 19th birthday will that SUPER DUPER special and gastos JOKE :))

I love you friends 'til my 20th birthday :)


And to my mom and dad and my siblings. Thank you :)

I love you all :)
photos (c) of Martin Tanlimco and Paolo Co

Ang dameng porblemang dumarating sa buhayko
Nakakalungkot lang kasi bukas na ang aking kaarawan at imbes na eto lang ang problema ko ay dumarami na sila ng dumarami.
Para silang pimple sa mukha na padami ng padami at ang iniiwan nila sa akin ay ang sakit at pahiya sa mga tao.
Alam ko kelangan maging matatag, pero minsan ang sarap na lang sumuko.
Ang sarap umiyak at ilabas itong lahat.

I don't know what is happening to you.

Nov 29 :)

It was still a great day indeed :)

I was about to be late at my first class pero hindi naman ako nalate. Sakto lang.
Nakakuha ang ng mataas na score sa una pero sa huli ay sobrang baba.
Nadedepress man ako pero ang tanging kelangan ko na lang gawin e bumawi sa susunod.
Treated my bestest and have bonding with him.
Pumunta ako sa bagong bukas na mall sa may amin. Naggrocery, kumain at nanonood ng When the Love is gone.
Hmmm, medyo OA ung totoooot scene pero kakaiba ung story, i guess.
I told my ate nga na bakit kaya sa trailer ang pinapakita nila e ung totoooot part, siguro para maraming manood hahahaha. Pero maganda ung twist ng story.

At ngayon kakauwi ko lang.

P.S. sa grocery, nakakita ako ng cookie butter at hindi makatarungan ang presyo :))))

Thank you for being one of the reasons why I am studying well :)

We're Back :)

And We're back :)

Camp core :)

I Passed :)

My mom doesn't want me to post it in FB because she doesn't want others to see it as something like "yabang" or what. Mas okay daw na ibang tao ang makapansin. I should learn to be humble ika niya :)

Well, since konti lang naman ang may alam ng blog ko. I just want to share this photo.
Sobrang thank you lang Lord for this blessings.
Sobra salamat sa knowledge.
This is for You and for my parents. :)


CONGRATS *FIREWORKS*

I have a lot of problems.

I am too beautiful

I am too genius.

Kidding.

I miss my dad.

My self sucks.

I'm fat but cute.

I'm too proud.

Carries so much pride.

Not a good listener.

Eat a lot.

Shout a lot.

Feels like I know the whole thing.

Quiet but deep in my mind I rant

My faith is shaking.

My friend has new friends now.

My shoes' sole is broken.

My members are not active.

My mouth can't stop to eat.

My grades are just average.

My kuya hates me

and I feel like he wants to kill me now.

My heart is now into pieces.

My nails are dirty.

My closet is disarrange

My eyes cannot see properly

My teeth is aching.

My jokes are corny.

But I have a lot of reasons to thank for

I have home.

Food to eat.

Clothes to wear.

Things to use.

Gadgets to play with.

Skills to develop.

Talents to share.

Good school to study at.

Money to buy things I wanted.

Have the things I needed.

Dad who loves us and willing to sacrifice for us.

Friend to talk to.

Ears to listen

Eyes to see how beautiful God's creation is.

Voice to speak

Feet to walk

Heart to fall inlove again

Grades to be proud of.

Family to love.

Mom whose our superman

2 LOLAS

2 houses

Friends

Car

Faith

Job

Excess

Works

New things in life.

Experiencing life at its greatest

Serving others

Smile of the kids

Sunset

Driver

Ocean and waves

TV

Internet

Cellphones

Siblings

Too much problems in our lives that sometimes we forget that there are lot of BLESSINGS that we should be thankful for.

We may not have the things that others have, but remember that there are also things that you have that they don't have

People think I have perfect life. But no i don't have I'm just blessed.

People think I don't have problems because I laugh a lot, but I just want to atleast forget that I have one by simply smiling

People think I'm strong. But goodness! I'm just a person. I do have feelings and I get hurt a lot.

People think I don't have feelings (manhid) but I just ignore the feeling so that pain will not be living with my heart in a very long time.

A lot of people see me differently. 

I'm not saying that I always pretend. But sometimes, I want them to learn that I am not who they really thought they knew.

I'm just somebody like them who face problems everyday of my life

Always cry whenever I can't find an answer.

But never a quitter in life (i guess)

Last sembreak I've been a fan of the couples like Robi Domingo and Gretchen Ho and Paul Soriano and Toni Gonzaga.
I love how both of this couple help each other in getting their dreams come true that despite their busy schedules, it will never be an issue or a reason to get mad or be mad with each other
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Robi and gretchen have been a good influence with each other. They share all what they know and what they love and respect each other. Paul and Toni I think will be my third favorite couple ever (first is Rico Yan and Claudine which is </3 and second is Billy and Nikki but they </3 )

You see Toni and Paul has been together for almost six years I think. They may not see each other every now and then but They see to it that they make a way to communicate. There was one interview that Paul said that they never seen each other for two months but Paul respect Toni's work. He never demanded. Then there is one instance that they don't celebrate Valentine's Day on exact date but they move it later on.

I don't know how to describe their relationship but I think what makes their relationship last is the trust they put to each other and Paul really SUPPORTS whatever Toni's decision is.


I realized that you need to REALLY pray for the one you love. Hindi pwede kung sino lang dumating. Hindi rin naman na sabak lang ng sabak. Hindi rin pwede na ipagdasal natin na "Lord siya nalang. Sana siya na". I don't pray to have Paul and Toni's kind of relationship. But I pray that I learn to put God in the center of that relationship. To keep in believing in their capabilities and talents. To love them despite their flaws. To let them do their things and trust that he/ she will not do anything to make your relationship ends. To respect you as a girl. To treat you as a princess. Will never demand anything to you. Will love you.


Siguro nga hindi pa tama ang panahon na ito. Sabi nga sa kanta "We had the RIGHT love at the WRONG time" Siguro nga ganun na lang isipin natin.


HAHAHAHA. Minsan walang connect connect yong mga sinasabi ko dito sa blog ko =)))) Pero di ko rin kasi ma explain e. nang maayos. Ewan ko pa walang connection talaga ahhahahaha.

Di mo ko masisisi kung mahilig ako mag compare kasi I have my IDOL and model in every aspect of my life, studies, love, service, etc.

HAHAHA. di ko alam halo halo talaga nararamdaman ko. SUddenly I am happy then bigla na lang iiyak ewan ko nababaliw na ata ako hahahaha

LAST NA PAG IYAK KO NA ITO SAYO. NGAYON NA LANG. LAST NA :(

Yssa's 18th

HAPPY 18TH YSSA >:)<

Thank you

 Sm Megamall, Debut,Hotel, Greenfield, Jollibee, Ytree :)

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I MISS YOU BADLY BIG MAN :'(
Hugs and Kisses from your Taba :* >:)<

I don't what I am feeling for you.
But right now all I want is to talk to you
To hug you
To.. to..
To know what you are doing right now
But I am just afraid that you will reject me, as always

I don't know what to do.
But I hope this will end na soon

Na experience mo ba sa buhay mo na kahit anong saya mo darating ung time na bigla mo na lang maffeel ung lungkot?

Out of nowhere na sobrang masaya ako, tas bigla na lang ako malulungkot.

I don't even know why.

Pero na feel ko na sobrang miss ko na siya. 

Sa lahat ng bagay.

Pero kailangan ko maging malakas e, kailangan ko labanan ang lungkot at kontrolin itong nararamdaman ko dahil alam ko kapag hindi ko ito pinigilan baka sa dulo mas masaktan ako compare sa sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Hindi ko alam kung may logic ung sinasabi ko pero ganito ako.

Eto pa, nalilito ako pero pinipigilan ko rin.

Buti na lang nagagawa ko iyon sa sarili ko

Iyong nakokontrol ko at napipigilan ang mga bagay bagay

Pero ayon nga, as of now. SOBRANG SAKIT na.

ANG SAKIT SAKIT.

Pero konting tiis pa. Kaunti pa.

I'm proud to be Thomasian :)

for you

Ako ung tipo ng tao na makikilala mo na may pinakamahabang pasensya.
Hindi ako agad nababadtrip.
Kahit pag antayin mo ko ng matagal.
O mag inarte ka.
Kasi mahaba nga ang pasensya ko

Pero may hangganan din naman ung pasensya ko.
Ung sabihan mo ko na nag iinarte at ti______. Hindi naman tama yun
Sa una palang alam mo kung sino ang may mali sa ating dalawa.

Lalo mo lang pinatunayan na tama ang naging desisyon ko
Enough is enough.
I'd had enough
I'm sorry

Nakanaks :)

Since the time I have given my laptop 'winter'

 I can't help but be vain. :))

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