Depression

Lately, I've been thinking about my sense of humor.

Naiisip ko na siguro HINDI PWEDE kasi wala kong sense of humor e.
Kagagawan ito ni kuya e.
Pero naiisip ko naman napapatawa ko naman iyong ibang tao ah.
Magsalita nga lang ako or what natatawa na sila.
Or pwede ring tumatawa lang sila kasi friend ko sila pero lalong masakit kapag ganun ang inisip


Pero kapag ikaw na, naffeel ko na wala akong sense of humor.
Na parang wala ako compare sayo.

Nadedepress ako everytime na naiisip ko un.
Lalo na nung sinabi mo ung mga katagang iyon sa ken.

Feel ko pa wala akong kwenta.
And don't get me wrong or put any meaning for this.
Minsan lang masakit na icompare ung sarili mo sa ibang tao na alam mo naman na ahead sayo
Kaya buti na lang ginagawa ko iyon bilang inspiration para mag aral ako mabuti at papatunayan ko iyon sayo :)


malaboperogetskonamansulatko
itsbetterthisway
nosenseofhumor

Masaya ako pero may malulungkot.
So di bale na lang bang malungkot ako para masaya iyong iba?
O basta masaya ako?

Gusto ko pumunta sa isang bundok at sumigaw lang.
Kelan kaya mangyayari yon?

drama moments

Ang dameng nangyari sa buhay ko sa lumipas na linggo

May surprise, may big revelation, may nakakahiya, may mababa na grade, may good news.

As in. Sa bilis ng paglipas ng araw, di ko na namalayan ang mga bagay bagay.

Ganun talaga siguro, mabilis lumipas ang panahon lalo na kung ikaw ay masaya.

Di mo namamalayan na ang oras ay tapos na pala.

May mga taong umalis na, either iniwan mo o iniwan ka

Pero may mga taong darating sayo,

Na tutulungan kang kalimutan ang nakaraan at papasayahin ka.

Sana ang kasiyahan ay pang habang buhay

Pero hindi siguro, kasi lahat ng bagay ay panandalian laman.

Hiram lang.

Happy 19th Birthday

Celebrated my last day of being 18 @ Shakey's last December 1.

 Celebrated my 19th Birthday with my college friends @ Shakey's

Errol suprised me at the Lover's Lane as the UST Christmas Lights were open.

I ended my day super duper happy and feeling blessed because of these people.
Then today, dec4. My other college friends surprised me.

Here are all the gifts I received from them :">

Flowers from Errol

Cake from Theo, Mel, Russell, Jed, Joshua

Crossword Shirt from Jayzon

Cotton On Dress from Kim and Yankee

Chocolates from Yankee

Swap Watch and Nutella & Go from Errol

My watch SWAP from E.

Chocolate from Singapore from Martin TLC

Banner made by Errol

 So blessed to have a lot of sweet friends around me. Thank you for all the gifts.
Thank you to Jackie and Mikee for the cake. Didn't had the chance to take a photo. :)

I never imagined that my 19th birthday will that SUPER DUPER special and gastos JOKE :))

I love you friends 'til my 20th birthday :)


And to my mom and dad and my siblings. Thank you :)

I love you all :)
photos (c) of Martin Tanlimco and Paolo Co