to dream the impossible dream

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Gumising ako ng 3:30 para samahan ang mommy ko na ihatid si Menzo sa kanto. Hirap kasi mag tricycle ng ganoong oras. So pagkahatid. Nahiga ako sa sofa namen at doon na nakatulog. And dito na nagsimula ang aking panaginip...

Nag outing daw kami. So ung iba nag iihaw. 'yong iba naglalaro. 'yong iba nanonood ng TV (basketball kasi palabas), 'yong iba nagkwekwentuhan dun sa living room. At doon ako nakapwesto.
Sa sahig nga ako nakaupo noon kasama ang isa ko pang kaibigan at siya.
So di ko na maalala kong ano ung pinagkwekwentuhan pero for sure tahimik lang ako. So noong kakain na, tinawag na kami. So ayon,
sabi niya
asdfghjkl: "Friend!"
seconds of silence...
asdfghjkl: "Oooops. Unfriend na pala"
M: "Grabe, kaya pala di mo ko pinapansin kasi di na tayo friend"

at doon nagkaaminan. the rest is mine to keep <3 HAHAHAHAHA.
blinog ko na agad kasi baka makalimutan ko na :)

sampip

Is there something wrong?
With the way I speak

You don't even see me
When I pass you on the street
I'll close my eyes and let it be
Because I just can see
Why you love to hate me

something's bothering me

Dear ??,

          I don't know why you act like that. Why you treated me so cold as if I don't exist. Why suddenly you fade your smile whenever you look at me. I can't even think of reasons why you act like that towards me. Others say that "MAYBE, you did something, akala mo lang wala". But I can't even think of anything.
         
           Just so you know, you are hurting me unintentionally. You didn't smile back at me, when I smiled at you. You didn't bother to ask me if I want some. You didn't bother to talk to me when we had the chance.

You've given me so much pain (NAKS!) I mean, as a person and a very good citizen of the Philippines. I think and believe I don't deserve that treatment at all. Huhuhu.


 But I think I am in good faith (SCL 9 topic). Even if I hurt you and It was never my intention to hurt you, I am in good faith. HAHAHAHA.

I hope and pray that we can friends soon :)

Something's bothering me

May magkakaibigan.
Si B1, B2, at B3.
May mga chocolates sila.
Habang kumakain sila, dumaan si G1, G2, at B4.
Inalok ni B2 si G1 at B4.
Pero hindi niya inalok si G2.
Ano kaya mararamdaman mo?

Depression

Lately, I've been thinking about my sense of humor.

Naiisip ko na siguro HINDI PWEDE kasi wala kong sense of humor e.
Kagagawan ito ni kuya e.
Pero naiisip ko naman napapatawa ko naman iyong ibang tao ah.
Magsalita nga lang ako or what natatawa na sila.
Or pwede ring tumatawa lang sila kasi friend ko sila pero lalong masakit kapag ganun ang inisip


Pero kapag ikaw na, naffeel ko na wala akong sense of humor.
Na parang wala ako compare sayo.

Nadedepress ako everytime na naiisip ko un.
Lalo na nung sinabi mo ung mga katagang iyon sa ken.

Feel ko pa wala akong kwenta.
And don't get me wrong or put any meaning for this.
Minsan lang masakit na icompare ung sarili mo sa ibang tao na alam mo naman na ahead sayo
Kaya buti na lang ginagawa ko iyon bilang inspiration para mag aral ako mabuti at papatunayan ko iyon sayo :)


malaboperogetskonamansulatko
itsbetterthisway
nosenseofhumor

Masaya ako pero may malulungkot.
So di bale na lang bang malungkot ako para masaya iyong iba?
O basta masaya ako?

Gusto ko pumunta sa isang bundok at sumigaw lang.
Kelan kaya mangyayari yon?