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I don't know why I'm feeling this way.  May 8, nag eemote ako. Nag Starbucks na nga lang ako pero un pa rin bukambibig ko.  I don't know what to do. I want to shout. I want to cry. But I just can't. Sa mga nabasa ko, naasar talaga ako. REALLY. Pero thanks to one of my friend. He made me realized that time is too precious to waste it to someone who is not worth it.

"Chris, it's not about you or how have you been to these people. . . It's not always like that, minsan it's them or within them yung problema. I mean can you determine, within 10 months eh, ganun mo na talaga sila kakilala? Sapat ba yung pinagsamahan? It takes TIME, a LOT OF IT, years or more. PEOPLE CHANGE, we don't know. We don't deserve these hurtings, these people who eventual desert us in the midst of stranger. Believe me we don't, but life tells us that somehow we need them with us. WE SHALL LEARN, on how to deal with people like them, how to trust, to love, to be strong, etc. Sure, you lose some but you gain some eventually."


Thanks Monch. :>

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